Ready

The squeezing has gotten really intense! It's all around me, lasting for short periods of time but recurring frequently. P says it's all part of the near-birth experience, but I think there must be some more reasonable explanation. Whatever it is, its scary and I don't like it and I want it to stop. Even if it means I need to leave this place that I've come to love so much, I'm ready to leave if that's the only way to make the squeezing stop.